Its easy to wander
But it's easier to care
Let's not waste time
Worrying if things will happen
And people may laugh
Everyone's different
We learn to pick us self up
Because no one else can
Its determination that gets us by
Smile on the outside
Even if you can't reach
From the inside
Let others know
You're ok
Even if you aren't
Cus most people
Don't have the time to care
For you
Most people don't look
And stare into reality
They can't feel what you feel
Let it go
Nothing happens
Breathe slowly
Count to ten
You'll be okay
Its determination that gets us by
We hide behind these lonely laughs
These effortlessly smil
These feelings are so strong, trying to grab my bag, clenching my fists the images are appearing, the noise from all the voices inside me are frightening. I can feel my heart beat slowing I can see myself slowly turning blue and pale the flashbacks appear. The voices are dragging me back forcing me to recognize the surroundings, watching the quiet girl panic, watching her suffer in silence. Then the voices are begging me to runaway they are saying I'm not safe. I cry a little bit harder each day knowing they are getting stronger. People stare at me thinking I want all of the attention But in reality I just want to be normal once again. Nobod
It's so loud inside my head
With all the words never said
I try to run from everything
But I always end up back here
I keep them bottled up inside
Afraid of what everyone else is thinking
I'm too scared to even look around me
In case I see the people laughing
I made myself this awful freak
But it doesn't stop there
Maybe time will tell
And these situations will change
I know I can change my mind
I'll let them know
How I'm feeling
Help me now
I'm tired of running
I'm tired of hiding
I'm miserable
Even just thinking about all
These things
Stuck inside my head
I'm drowning in my thoughts
Not sure how to breathe
Maybe t
let them go
The hardest part is over
You should know
You tried your best
But sometimes you just don't know
We will only just remember how it felt
Let it slide
Leave your troubles behind
Start a brand new beginning
All the twists and turns
Were only just the beginning
There is time
To make the future brighter
All of my regret
Will wash away some how
But right now I can't
Forget the way I'm feeling
Here's to the people I once knew
I hope they'll make it one day
We'll drag on with all of our strength
No matter how bad things are
Keep moving forward
And try not to look backing
For I'm not sure you're quite ready
To fac
Its easy to wander
But it's easier to care
Let's not waste time
Worrying if things will happen
And people may laugh
Everyone's different
We learn to pick us self up
Because no one else can
Its determination that gets us by
Smile on the outside
Even if you can't reach
From the inside
Let others know
You're ok
Even if you aren't
Cus most people
Don't have the time to care
For you
Most people don't look
And stare into reality
They can't feel what you feel
Let it go
Nothing happens
Breathe slowly
Count to ten
You'll be okay
Its determination that gets us by
We hide behind these lonely laughs
These effortlessly smil
These feelings are so strong, trying to grab my bag, clenching my fists the images are appearing, the noise from all the voices inside me are frightening. I can feel my heart beat slowing I can see myself slowly turning blue and pale the flashbacks appear. The voices are dragging me back forcing me to recognize the surroundings, watching the quiet girl panic, watching her suffer in silence. Then the voices are begging me to runaway they are saying I'm not safe. I cry a little bit harder each day knowing they are getting stronger. People stare at me thinking I want all of the attention But in reality I just want to be normal once again. Nobod
They always say the world is a bad, scary, and unhappy place.
They say that so we understand that life is hard.
But weve reached a point where we forget that the world is, in fact, beautiful.
Yes, there is pain.
Yes, there is hate.
But there is also hope.
And you know what I say to you all who say that Im wrong?
Well, thats your loss.
You choose to see the world like its a prison, go ahead.
Youre missing out.
Look around at the beauty which surrounds us.
Be happy for what you have.
I dont believe in God.
But there are miracles in the world.
How would it feel to kill one of those people:
Someo
Wanting to sleep - not to dream, but un-dream
To remove, to erase, to forget -
Forget all that we have shared
All that might have been
Forget all that you made me feel
All that we thought to be true
Forget we ever met that night
That you are unusual from the rest
Forget that you understand
That you have made a difference
Forget that you have forgotten
And have chosen to deny me
Forget that I had a choice
And could've possibly made the wrong one
Forget that you exist
That I ever knew you the way I do
Forget the fact that I can't forget
That I have a soul that's yearning for you...
I'll slit your wrist, if you slit mine//
Let our blood drip and let it combine//
Now people will know, this is a sign//
To tell everyone that we're not really fine//
We have each other, but we seem to be alone//
Invisible to the eye, and to the mouth unknown//
We're not really different, everyone's a clone//
We'll just have to make it all on our own//
We're alone now but there will be plenty in hell//
Plenty more who gave up and fell//
We won't be the only ones to dwell//
And to welcome the day we say farewell//
So here's the knife, put it to good use//
Cut for me, I can handle the abuse//
Sink it in and let the blood run loose/
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.じしf_,)ノ yay 6 days left of school ever XD im so happy
but revision arghh XD
more free time yay
then parties XD
my life is really messed up right now :/ just when i thought things were getting better they got worse
people found out and now nobody will leave me alone, its just someting i do because i'm so messed up i don't know what to do anymore
first time they actually listen to me but i don't want them to
i hate my friend for doing that arghhhh
p.s there would've been a lot of swearing in that but i'm nice enough not to
i need the summer to return , i can't cope with all this school work and coursework.
I hardly go into school anymore and it's getting tougher ,
so not looking forward to january that will officaly be my death